she said, i think i'm going Boston
i think i'll start it over.



say hello to post bt2.

dinah, belle, me and da. and da &i, while the other 2 were busy with the roses..hahaha. the last pic is our implementation of..THREE LEAF CLOVERS! ._.

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i wish people would stop telling me what i should be
i getting really confused.



and sometimes i wish you would still be here as my friend. just to be here for the whites the blacks and the in-between greys like you promised you would.





in dire need to watch mindless good chickflick (how can chickflick be good, you ask? read Twelfth Night and watch She's the Man).. yeayea i knw i wrote about high culture vs mass culture in my essay. and how the latter is debasing but .. we can all unearth this part of us.
okay whatever. rambling to myself at night.

happy birthday you June babies (ocular proof to my very flat and empty wallet)


too funny. acting strong. check out how apt the words on his shirt read. him and the girls present. you can just tell who skipped school.


angry me and scared c (resembling very much like a baby! hehe)


how much longer can a girl's arms get?!
are you tapping your feet to I'm Yours yet? qing huai kaui kuai. HAHA.


so HAPPY 18TH june babies!
(reiteration: y'all burnt holes in my wallet)

¬ to forget D. er gd luck for Chem paper that day you poor boy.


ohkay byebye
i need to go off and freak out about The BT2 & The return to school.

Three Names You Go By:
wendy. wend. dydytoe

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
china. msia. spore.

Three Things That Scare You:
myself. vehement (or even the slight bit of) arguments. poor grades.

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
wallet (with money &ezlink). v3i. poddie.

Three Things You're Wearing Now:
err nightdress. specs. ear studs?

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists at the moment:
motion city soundtrack. the lost prophets. the veronicas.

Three of Your Favorite Songs at the moment:
last train home. i could get used to this. when it all falls apart.

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (other than love):
security. trust. warm fuzziness.

Two Truths and a Lie:
i have 4 blue blacks and i don't know where from. my nails are the only part of me that i really like. i will tell my mom about it one day.

Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
what appealed might not appeal anymore, what did not appeal might appeal..but err ohkay..randomly.. hair. nose. face shape.

Three of your Favourite Hobbies:
doing constructive work (satisfaction differs everyday). eating. FRIENDS.

Three Things You want really badly right now:
ACE MY A'S. HAPPINESS. December (which holds a lot of things actually..tings' return..my birthday..internship pls..a good job with satisfying pay..many mambo nights..EOY trip with friends!! (&most imptly feeling fine with my A's performance so i can enjoy myself)).

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:
LA (tings!). Shanghai (shopping!). any nice beachy resorty place (so we can walk and lie around in bikinis all day and get fab tan, Dada!).

Three things you want to do before you die:
to love and be loved (friends families blahblah). travel. job fulfillments.

fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink


/ keren ann; not going anywhere

i take buses and trains in the wrong directions and wind up back to a square one
i forget my wallet and prime belongings and end up dashing to and fro
i study midway and start wondering and fretting if i should be doing something more constructive
i habitually organise stuff such as planning out my days but allow them to be disrupted should anyone need to
i cut my hair and immediately wish they'd grow and conjure images of myself in another hairstyle
i enjoy silences coupled with physical companion but i worry all the time about the ennui the other party might be faced with
i kinda get lost doing the simplest things everyday

such as the meaning of this utterly random entry



days have been fine;
meeting up with people and struggling but failing to study
lazy to recount my days..

btw happy 18th c (:
hope last night was good for you! -winks.




if we keep swimming maybe this will never die.

cross out my eyes

Zouk was funnnnn :D
though the beginning was so stoned i had half a mind to wave down a cab, hop it and snuggle under my sheets at home buttttt staying wasn't so bad!
omg hy and nette, whenever i have flashbacks of us i want to LAUGH pls
what were we doing?!?!?!
as a matter of fact i'm laughing to myself now
._.
hilarious.
anyway c, hy, nette, me and yz had dinner at this .. Chinese restaurant @ Zion Rd with yummy side dishes (forgot its name..hy pls read it out again in your Chinese accent)

Happy belated birthday NewFound HWEEEEEYI
and an early one to you GF C!


studying with Ree in her room at my little squishy seat (with her baba's picture staring at me nonetheless ._.) looking like a PRIMARY FOUR kid, THANKS, is therapeutic. albeit the tv watching, chitchatting we had moments of silence (with strangely comforting scraping sounds of my pen, according to her) dedicated to STUDY though not a lot, cos we had to leave.
so anyway SABRINA WEE doubt you'd read this BUT if you do, meet up next week ohkay! location = Ree's again cos..yes.


i see vast whiteness in the sky and slanting raindrops hitting my windows..
why is it raining AGAINN.
sorry dinah and da in advance..gonna be late
not my fault!
hahah
we're watching She's The Man YAY!
Steph and everyone else have been singing praises about it endlessly
who else to watch it with but fellow 3/4Charity Twelfth Night study counterparts?
haha. TINGS youre immensely missed.
hope you're having a blast in Shanghai - yes i know she can't blogspot there but anyhoo i thought of you (: rmb how we discussed our lit texts with such genuine interest..now i look at Othello and want to puke. grr.


rawr. not studying enough.
the palpable air of failure is getting stronger each day and yet i revel in this futility!
bad, very bad.


anyway was watching Riding In Cars With Boys (hope i got it right) yesterday
was bawling my eyes out like a retard
4 popcorns!

so amidst all the exuberance
know that everything in life is such a bloody facade.

lifehouse; all in all
i love Motion City Soundtrack!

daytime tv says:
GOODNIGHTS GF!

daytime tv says:
HAHA YES IL ZHAO GU YOUUUU

daytime tv says:
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU


:D
HAHAHAH
awww.
made me smile!

cut my fringe,
i look like a baby.
URGH.
what's new. hate fringecuts.

i could get used to this.

floodin back as the song plays and the grays color the screen.

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studying with the girls @ TeaParty days back


nette c me hy
@ random roadside attempting to take looming car lights behind us BUT the traffic light was blooming red ._.


hy c nette and me performing vigourous neck exercise ._.
@ island creamery.

just realised i take most photos with these girls!
cos only they happen to take photos, haha.



'HIT this! I need the money.'
'The horn is broken. Watch the finger.'
hahah car bumper stickers.


caught dad's idiosyncracies while stayin in on this rare Saturday night
getting quite amusing..
plus the old man (sometimes you can only doubt his age..he looks and behaves like a boy. what is with males around me..) caught the World Cup Fever.. literally..
tagged by the bug after stayin up a night for the very first match,
resulting in mom reveling in endless mockery
hahah.


attempting to have a proper conversation with Huang Weiting is as hard as two girls surviving on S$4.80 @ majumall (StephCheong we must rmb to bring money tmrw!)..but i digress
MISS YOU ANYHOO! (: cant wait for you to be back!!


sky has been awfully teary recently..
hopefully tear ducts will be unfluffy tomorrow,
we're heading for a dip in the pool and hopin for rays.

SIGH.
much to study.
been nothing short of a slothful slug..

who knew

somebody tutor me Money for Econs please.
i can't pay cos i'm really confused with Money.

ohkay not funny.
i love OK Go.
urgh.
study turmoils.

/stereophonics; dakota
/OK Go; oh lately it's been so quiet

but today i'm fine without you

there goes my 3 days of
mad rush at 830 in the morning
endless smiling (i've never smiled so much in my life. but it wasn't ache inducing, surprisingly)
act-kiddy voices and conversations ("you want to mum mum?? aiyo. naughty girl! what's your favourite colour? wow! you have a pet rabbit? what's its name?" just to list a few off the top of my head)
running around and bending down constantly
free YUMMY food (sugar cupcakes DIY popiahs chocolate marshmellows etc)
wiping of snot, washing of hands a million times a day (at least i didn't have to pee a boy HAHAH -looks at c)
& little Claudia running between and hugging my legs HEE. (ought to upload a picture of her, the cutest darling with the longestestest lashes!)

we must do this more!
much more fulfilling and :D than randomly standing around town asking for donations (or rather, just going to Darrenn's house to watch Spiderman)

communicating with people of different ages differ vastly from people around my own age..

with kids you're instinctively willing to give and give (do i sound like Silas Marner yet) and you don't expect anything back - a simple smile or nod makes your day THAT much brighter.
with adults they don't judge you as extensively and there is little awkwardness. silly auntie-taitais are quite funny. haha.
everybody just hangs loose and be themselves.
what a total 360deg turn from a scene in the cafeteria.

shall scoot off for tuition soon..and more study seshs to come over the weekend
- back to the reality of a 17 year old about to face the harshness of the dreaded A levels..
but on the flipside, there's sunday tv on starworld to look forward to..haha.


all the small things.

stopppp.
oo. i ssim eht semit ew dah, hguoht i t'ndluow timda ti, dna i rednow fi ouy od oot.

o1. i finally understand Money (i think)

o2. on the other hand, lost touch with Math. so much for years of attempting to be his (i insist - Math sounds .. chauvanistic) best friend. OR i could be talking about something else.

o3. i love family of crystal jade (think CJC (haha), congee, xlb, mango pudding, shui jiao, la mian blah)

o4. kids are a bundle of joy - if you have that bundle of patience and attention span (omitence of love is due to fact that i hardly believe it is enough for anything anymore.) NOT THAT i don't enjoy volunteering.

o5. i can hear my dad watching soccer. yay cable just got installed! (slow, i know.)

o6. 'pirated singers' have good vocals. poor things.

o7. you scare me - a perfect epitome of radical changes within minimal time span.

o8. motorola can actually be more lovable that nokia.

o9. i love taking the bus at night. sometimes i look at the rows of people's heads before me and wonder what bubbles from their thought bubbles. i hope i don't sound psychotic haha.

1o. NEVER attend another underage party EVER.

p.s slow, but THANKYOU dinah and belle for very sweet SMILE (: chocolate banana icecream and UNemo talk. very Friendly Friends. ooh pun-ified. hahah.
& stayoverability (HAH! and you think it cant get any longer) + flying chicken oil. haha.